[nukkad] comp. ans.

["Dr.T.Vasudevan" <>]

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1.Aryaji wrote:

<instinct could just as well be wrong. it is not an infallible instrument of  cognition. instinct in a mother protects her child, in a cornered person causes him to kill, instinct acts without restraint of thinking. with that instinct I am to find the distinct flavor of a spiritually evolved person?>
 
reply: instinct has worked for me.when I look at some thing and get a feeling this is trouble, it does happen.initially I ignored this and suffered. now I listen to it.I try to avoid. some times I can; some times there is no choice.in that case I am more prepared to deal with the problems.do not say "you have psyched yourself into this". I assure you it has been proved right even with my hands off it.
 every one has instincts to various degrees.I can only speak for myself and ask others to give it a try if they like to see if it works for them.
perhaps it has not worked for aryaji. many a doctor has a tale to relate!(do you have one guptaji?)

<with all kindness, do you think I have not been with spiritually evolved
persons?>
certainly not, aryaji. I sensed you have been around. and oh boy, what a round!I can only conclude they were not the chosen one for you.(if one exists!)

 < now these houses fear me, and I fear only myself. and on me there are no chains, nor do I put any on any one else.>
aryaji, my heart goes out for you. yes, I can feel at least a part of the agony, restlessness and suffering the quest had produced in you.this is something only you can know and have to suffer.I will leave you to the privacy between YOU and you.it is unfortunate that you have dumped all else but yourself, but have not conquered fear!
I can prolong this discussion but won't do so as it will not help either you or me any. I will spare others my long ramblings.

  <yet I am obliged to you for your kind thoughts and care for me.>
thank you. it is YOU who have shown kindness to an upstart like me who has been foolishly bold to question one of the eldest member!

2. poetry:
i have done a two year stint in new delhi, had to converse with patients etc and could get by easily with hindi. i admit i have not had any occasion to use it since but why is that i can not make out aryaji's poetry? in spite of his translation hints!
3. imperfections:
what is, is. perfection is man's concept.perhaps not of god.
with love 
dr.t.vasudevan




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